IT'S OFFICIAL
(I Phucking Hate You)

yes... its official
I phucking hate you
hate you for...phucking loving me
hate you for... plucking the flower
of my manhood
so wild... so true... so free
I so... phucking had... to have you
I so... phucking had... to love you.
yes... I phucking... hate you
hate you for phucking making me cry
hate you for phucking making me
love you... when I was so... unready to
and though soul so ill-prepared... here
not be... still I so not in a mind to be...
phucking... loving... you
and yet still... in soul... and body
I willfully be phucking... loving...you...
and loving... on you.
yes... its official
I phucking hate you
hate you... because you made me
hate to... phucking... love you
you phucking loved me so good
how could I not love to live
how could I not love to give... this
curved wood... to you.
made me so... love... to phucking hate you.
you made me... phucking... love you.
yes... its official
I phucking hate you
why couldn't you have just lied to me
like others do?
why'd you have go... and tell me
the phucking truth?
the truth of you... that saw in me... what as
excruciatingly... beautiful... to me... as you.
yes... its official
I phucking hate you
I phucking hate you... for so opening me up
when I was so disposed... to be
so closed... you ripped off the clothes
and the masque of the enigmatic me.
I so phucking... phucked up
that could not phucking help
but to phucking love you
yes... its official
I phucking hate you... not really because
I really phucking hate you... my love
but because you... so...
lovingly phucking... fucked... me up.
unlocked the... cracks... and crevices
of lonely me... unblocked me emotionally
til I could feel.. nothing and no one... but only you.
they say that money can't buy one love
but that a relationship honey... is time spent
they say nothing good cums of... what goes
so fast... such things never last
or so they say.
but damn you! I warned you
still you... wouldn't... take.... it slow
you never... let me go
so now... what AM I... supposed... to do?
I phucking hate you
I phucking love you
I phucking love... to hate you too.
and as much... if not more... phucking hate you I do...
because I... phucking love you.

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